Saturday, April 2, 2011

Girls seem to be trouble in my life...

So this weekend has been a small slice of hell.
Probably why I started this. Firstly, my sister is here with her boyfriend and a few girlfriends because I said it was cool. But I forgot jack invited his sister over, who brought a friend with her. Rosie got jealous of all the time that Jack was spending with his sister and threw a slight tantrum (little did I know Rosie got in to the candy while I wasn't paying attention) So then Jack tries to comfort her, which sends Elizabeth off the edge. So I chased after her. Turns out she's jealous of Jack living with Jen and Rosie and not spending any time with her. Once I told him that he went to comfort her. Rosie maintained the tantrum, this time flipping out at Sam for not paying attention to her.
So I had to put Rosie on a time out, which resulted in me Baracading her in my room. My room is sound proof and I was unaware that she started trying to run away, by climbing out the window. To my luck, Oliver was on his way by and called me. I pulled her from the window ledge and had to sit her down for a chat.
I don't like sitting the girls down for a chat, it makes me feel all parenty, but its better than hitting them for no good reason. I'm not for spanking personally. I'm all for a slap to the hand if their going for the stove top, but no spaking. Especially since I'm not actually mom or dad, and she's eight. I remember I was very aware at eight, and didn't like being treated like I was younger.
So this is all on top of the fact that Donny dumped me. She said it was the fact that she had to many issues, and I get that, but I am so tired of being dumped. Soooo tired. It's not even that actually. Its the fact that my last girlfriend as well as myself were caught in a drive by. She didn't make it and I had to go through weeks of physiotherepy.
It was just a crap day. Maybe I can go to the cottage some time this week. After classes are done. And after my work shift is up. and after... uuuugh. I should go on pleanty of fish or something

Friday, April 1, 2011

A Place to Call My Own

An Illusion to Virginia Wolf.
I'm not actually a lady, nor have I any plans of becoming one. I've been posting on my friends blog for sometime but felt I needed a place for myself. I won't be the only one on here. Guest stars will be my friends, Jack, Oliver and Brandon.
I'll meantion a little about myself, but more will pop up as I go. I'm 21, the guardian of two younger sisters. No  my parents didn't die in a horrible accident. My mother is an alcoholic and abusive to us and my father didn't care. I addopted the girls, Jen and Rosie when I turned 19. It's not all that easy caring for them, but my friends look out for me, and I look out for myself.
I'm interested in just updating and stuff. With some picture posts, music and what not.
Follow if your interested.